Stress

I'm a planner. I organize, make lists, plan ahead and things get done with little to no stress.

I don't deal well with things I can't control.

I don't deal well with stress.

I feel stressed.

I don't really like admitting that because to me it shows weakness in the fact that I over committed and under planned.

I will say that it's Thursday and my "list" for my week is almost done, making me see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I'm dealing with a new career change, broken friendships, hurting people, lead others, event planning and trying to still be me through it all.

There is blessing in all of this.
God is drawing me closer to him.
He's teaching me to let go, take risks, not know all the answers.
It's a hard lesson to swallow, but one I know I don't want to forget. So in the midst of my week, I have cried out to him more than I have in a long time. I still have a lot of questions unanswered but I feel peace in spite of stress.

What are you stressed about??