God Thoughts...

It's time for healing, time to move on.
It's time to fix what's been broken too long.
Time to make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong.

There's a wave that's crashing over me and all I can do is surrender.

Whatever You're doing inside of me, it feels like chaos but somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see but I'm giving in to something Heavenly.

Time for a milestone, Time to begin again
Reevaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow Your will? Or just climbing aimlessly over these hills.
So show me what it is You want from me, I give everything.

Time to face up, Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out that I've wanted to say for so many years.
Time to release all my held back tears

Whatever You're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something Heavenly
Whatever You're doing inside of me It feels like chaos but now I can see
This *is* something bigger than me, Larger than life, something Heavenly!

I feel closer to God then ever right now. Maybe it's because I am making an effort every day to study his word, but it's getting to the point where I can't stop. All I want to do it read about his promises and the way things are suppose to be. I think I just came to this point where I realized, man, this life is not how it was designed. For a lot of years, I think I tried to "figure things out". I have lots of questions and doubt, and it's hard to make sense of much, but trusting in something bigger then me makes it easier then trying to figure it out. I'm not sure if you've had a surrendering moment lately, but it's good for the soul. God has been teaching me so much about his love for me and how to live confidently in him. That's why I love this new song. If you really take a second to read/pray through the lyrics, it really speaks of what we are all trying to achieve. All I can do is surrender